with words (hope and illusion)

to fall in love with words is to fall in love with the writer with the ideas with the feelings they inspire and when i read your words i fall in love and feel lighter with illusion i welcome uncontrolled desire you can stay a fantasy that would be alright with me unless you want to be more reality in my life no one can say what might be if we were closer physically though my gut tells me the friend you could be or a wife it is just an impulse, instinct, thought in my mind but what is real in the end? all i know is that when i read your words i feel i am reading the thoughts of a friend