Wednesday, December 1, 2010

all i need to find

if i fantasize about you every night
would you tell me it is wrong or it's alright?
if i promise all my heart and soul to you
would you tell me it's a dream that can't come true?
if i prayed to every god to hold your hand
would you tell me that you don't undestand?
if i lived my life to make your dreams come true
would you tell me i'm a fool - i wish i knew
and if i reached out to touch you
what would you do?

just a look in your eyes
has me mesmerized
just the way that you smile
melts me - is it your style?
just the way that you walk
just the way that you talk
just the way that you are
am i going too far?

and if i never actually get you to notice me
if this love i feel remains only a fantasy
if all that comes of this is the song i sing
i will still give you everything
for the dream of you and the hope you bring
makes me feel like a king
and if this kingom is all in my mind
in this life
it is . . .
all i need to find

the look in your eyes
all i need to find
just the way that you smile
all i need to find
just the way that you walk
all i need to find
just the way that you talk
all i need to find
just the way that you are
all i need to find
all i need to do
to make all my dreams come true
is dream
of you

to make all my dreams come true
all i need to find
is you

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

portishead sings glory box (side two)


how I would love to get up your skirt
and take you to where nothing can hurt
where rockets go off and sirens wail
and you feel like you could never fail
in that moment of bliss
when the four lips kiss
and the bodies entwine
how I wish you were mine
(I will make you mine)

will you let me in
will you let me in
will you let me in
portishead sings glory box
and love begins

how I would love to dive into your eyes
and find out where the whole truth lies
in that moment when nothing can hide
and you let love reach you deep inside
in that moment of high
when you could just die
and you find you live
with so much to give
(how I want to give)

will you let me give
will you let me give
will you let me give

portishead sings glory box

and love lives

Monday, October 18, 2010

two sides of love

two sides of love

if you looked at me i would let you in
and ask you to tell me where to begin
to show you i care and want to be your friend
that's the kind of love that has no end

if you kissed me i would not hide my surprise
i would ask you who lives behind your eyes
what does your heart want most in this life
and your dreams, can we wake them tonight

found your comment and came to see
who you might be
and what you might inspire in me

i wish you the world, whatever you want
and all you want to be
that's all for now, i'll take my leave
you know where to find me


if you came to my door i would let you in
with hope something beautiful could begin
take your comfort, trust your instincts now
and be yourself as only you know how

Thursday, September 16, 2010

i wish i knew better now

there was a time I was so adored
and I never meant to hurt anyone
there were people who knew my heart
where all there is is love and fun
there were people I trusted unconditionally
and people who trusted me
but I wanted too much and they’re gone
I pushed them away with my carrying on
cuz the first lesson I learn in life
was that people do not stick around
abandonment became
a self-fulfilled prophesy
and now my heart beat is a lonely sound

I wish I knew better back then
before I pushed away all my friends
I wish I didn’t test how much they loved me
just to prove everybody pretends
I wish I knew how to compromise
before I gave into all the lies
I wish I didn’t push everybody away
just to prove no one would stay

doesn’t anybody understand
I will die for love
and I have more than once in this life

won’t somebody hold my hand
to live for love
where is my long lost wife

I sit awake alone at night
writing these songs
dreaming of loving once again

do I hold on too tight
do I let go too fast
I wish I knew better now
than I did then

now I wonder did you ever feel as loved
as when you let me love you
was it too much or not enough
will I ever know what is true

now I wonder if you ever believe i
would love you beyond the day I die
here I am in a place with no time
still loving you – that is my crime

doesn’t anybody understand
I will die for love
and I have more than once in this life

won’t somebody hold my hand
to live for love
where is my long lost wife

I sit awake alone at night
writing these songs
dreaming of loving once again

do I hold on too tight
do I let go too fast
I wish I knew better now
than I did then




<a href="http://megdia.bandcamp.com/track/the-one">The One by Meg &amp; Dia</a>

living the song

Monday, March 15, 2010

cynical people

people have become untrustworthy
the hope once held in the human heart
is gone
gone
gone

people have become undeserving
the love once held for the human heart
is gone
gone
gone

people can be bought and sold too easily
people are too gullible for reality
people prefer ignorance delusion and fantasy
to knowledge awareness and honesty

just look around if you do not believe me
unless you really do not want to see
are you just like all the people lost in futile fantasy
people are you people just pretending to be free
people are you people entropy

and in the end...

people have become...
people have become...
people have become...
undone