the record skipped

the record may skip, but it was never broken

the heart was torn, but it was never broken
he lost his mind when he lost you
the truth is sadder words were never spoken
than when you said let's be just friends
he did not know what to do
the record skipped when you said
"i don't love you"

he still doesn't think you meant it
you were just trying to keep a friend
but he just might have to face
you put her ahead of him

he doesn't want to believe it
he believed he knew your heart
and he saw you were broken
compromised and torn apart

but you went on, he had to go away
he could not lie, and so he could not stay
somehow you let go and found another to take his place
but was it ever as real as what you had with him
that it may be a question you'll never face

for conformity and compromise is the easier thing to do
than to overcome what others say you should do
and stay true to the love inside of you

is he living an illusion
is he lost in love's confusion
is he creating delusion
to believe in your true love

is it just a fantasy
is it just inside of him (or me?)
to believe reality
is the dream you still dream of

true love is always true
the record skipped, still stuck on you
the record skipped, still stuck on you
the record skipped, still stuck on you
still stuck
still stuck
still stuck
still stuck on you

silence

i trusted you
you broke my heart
you stole from me
invaded my space
now i don't feel safe
anywhere

i trusted you
you took my peace
you betrayed me
with silent lies
now i don't know how
to care

i don't want you to go
i know you have nowhere to go
i know you are lost without me

but i don't feel safe with you
i don't know what to do
pretend this is not misery?

it will not work
i will not be
a pretender in my own home

i trusted you
you stabbed me in the back
now we live together alone
until you can make it on your own
not we live together alone

was it your pride that lead you to steal
when you know you could have just asked
and i would have given you anything
why did you have to sneak into savings
and take without telling
did you think i'd never notice?

silence screams for a reason
hope screams for a change
love screams for honesty
trust screams for a chance to be repaired
but will you do your part

your silence screams defiance
my silence screams a prayer
the ball is in your court now
will you show you really care
or was i a fool to believe
hope, love, or trust were ever there

i trusted you
you broke my heart
you stole from me
invaded my space
now i don't feel safe
anywhere

i trusted you
you took my peace
you betrayed me
with silent lies
now i don't know how
to care

the kiss

he saw her one day
and the image of her face
could not find a way out of his mind

he found himself walking
by the office where she worked
every chance he could find

she became a distraction
and then an obsession
and then, a friend
a very best friend

and then they kissed
and kissed and kissed
it was a kiss they both dreamed of
when they dreamed of love

she was the girl of his dreams
and he was the boy of hers
and life became bliss
innocent bliss

orgasm came
before they took their clothes off
just the kiss was enough
the kiss was enough

they held each other
as close as two bodies could
and they never let go
and they never let go

she was the girl of his dreams
and he was the boy of hers
and life became bliss
innocent bliss

and then they kissed
and kissed and kissed
it was a kiss they both dreamed of
when they dreamed of love

they held each other
as close as two bodies could
and they never let go
and they never let go

sweet little sister

sit on my lap little sitter
and we'll rock each other deep into the night
hold tight
the bed bugs will not bite

sit on my lap, little sister
and we will feel the touch of morning light
ignite
you know you have the right

to let yourself go
and ride the flow
of your emotions
yes baby,
feel the promises
of love's devotions
oh oh oh

feel the truth inside
let it pulse you as you ride
there's nothing wrong
with singing the ecstasy song
there's nothing wrong
to find out where you belong
where you belong
where you belong
oh baby, this is where you belong



(musical interlude)



sleep now, sweet little sister
melting is the only way to fly
kis good night
kiss the sky

because i love you

chop off all your hair
i will love you
lose your arms and legs
i will love you
whatever you do
whatever happens to me or you
one thing remains true
i will love you

you can lose your mind
i will love you
become deaf and blind
i will love you
whatever you do
whatever happens to me or you
one thing remains true
i will love you

believe in god or not
i will love you
and when you die and rot
i will love you
one dimension or eleven
whatever in hell or heaven
one thing remains true
i will love you

everything is connected
and it always has been
understanding everything
has always been within
beyond science, beyond faith
beyond time, come what may
beyond the end of the final day
one thing remains true
i will love you

what else can i say
it's what i do
always true
i will love you
because i love you

with words (hope and illusion)

to fall in love with words is to fall in love with the writer with the ideas with the feelings they inspire and when i read your words i fall in love and feel lighter with illusion i welcome uncontrolled desire you can stay a fantasy that would be alright with me unless you want to be more reality in my life no one can say what might be if we were closer physically though my gut tells me the friend you could be or a wife it is just an impulse, instinct, thought in my mind but what is real in the end? all i know is that when i read your words i feel i am reading the thoughts of a friend

word play 101 (irony is a bitch)

true that irony is a bitch
sometimes you've just got to itch
but here's the catch
sometimes all you do is scratch

word play can be dangerous
like a loaded gun
let's play russian roulette
just for fun

truth slips out of hiding places
we forgot we had
some will run away in fear
some will just get mad

i suppose i could say
you were the best i ever had
but fuck, i never had you
should that make us sad

it doesn't matter anyway
the censors have gone dumb
blind and deaf is comfortable
pink and green gone numb

but if you overcome the fear
and believe in the heart
honest love can still save you
or at least it's a start

maybe i oughta start a new style
not bitch slapping a newborn
something sweeter and demure
call it emo porn
or rapping corn

corn rap?
more crap?

don't feel nothing profound tonight
just want to keep in touch
no matter who you're fucking tonight
i still love you this much

enough to write this crappy song
enough to play the fool
but if it makes it on the radio
everyone will think it's cool

life's a bitch and then you die
so make the most of your days
or whatever you want to do
pack it with cliches

in the end it doesn't matter
some remember, some forget
life goes on for other people
have i blown your hard-on yet?

yeah, this song is a sexy song
put it on when you make love
tell her you love her, but don't tell her
it's me you're really thinking of

don't feel nothing profound tonight
just want to keep in touch
no matter who you're fucking tonight
i still love you this much

keep the honesty to a minimum
haven't you learned that lesson
he'll be happy with what you're giving him
he won't miss what you don't mention

word play 101,
class is in session

one look

one look at your photo and all i could think was
may i please see more of you?
the turn on was instant, exciting and melting
there was just one thing to do

you've become the dream i want to come true
you've become the one i want to come to
you've become the only dream i want to dream of
you've become the image... of my love

and i want you to be
more than a fantasy
i want you to be
the one in reality
i want you to see
all there is to me
please say it could be
please come to me

one look at your face and i knew it was you
the one i've i've always dreamed of
the turn on was magic, so wondrous and precious
you've come to define my love

you've become the dream i want to come true
you've become the one i want to come to
you've become the only dream i want to dream of
you've become the image... of my love

and i want you to be
more than a fantasy
i want you to be
the one in reality
i want you to see
all there is to me
please say it could be
please come to me

one look and...

and i want you to be
more than a fantasy
i want you to be
the one in reality
i want you to see
all there is to me
please say it could be
please come to me

. . .

she was a dream

the first time i saw her i knew she was a dream
there was no doubt in my mind that we were a team
every night we won every game we played
every day we kept the promise we made
every time our eyes met we knew
we were one even though we were two

the first time i touched her i knew she was a dream
just as the sun and moon are the same light beam
we reflect each other's energy
existing in perfect symmetry
every doubt and fear was left behind
as if we can read each other's mind

all through time
we all have some secret desires
yours and mine
they ignite our souls fires
when they rhyme
life's purpose can begin
the first time
we knew we had always been
on the same team
we'd always been
each others dream

the first time we kissed we knew we were a dream
and there was no down about what this life could mean
the promise of every fairy tale
the hero we know can never fail
the moment we know our search is done
is the moment we woke to find our dream had begun

i have always dreamed this dream of loving you
and now there was just one thing left to do
the moment we accepted what we always knew
is the moment our dream came true

the first time our eyes met we knew we knew
that was the moment... our dream came true